My superbaby girl was in a critical condition :/

Okayseriously as a boyfriend , mesti sedih dan risau kan kalau dapat tahu GF ada penyakit and kene operate semua ? Okay , seriously I kesian sgt kat you diyanah . Byk sgt dugaan yg tuhan turunkan dalam hidup you . Stay strong dear , I know you're such a strong girl . Don't you ever give up because I know you can do it . Sayang , you know what ? Kalau you pergi tinggalkan I , susah gila nk cari pengganti youuu . In my life , you da cukup sempurna bagi I . I don't want you to leave me alone here babyyy . Now you critical , and heartbeat you pun asyik stop je . Only God knows betapa risaunyee I niee sayang . I hope you boleh sembuh and sedar so we can menjalani hidup mcm biasa . I really really hope that our relationship could last forever because I don't want to lose you sayang . Seriously , I swear to God ! Lastly , I want you to forgive me if I've done such a many mistakes towards you . I know , sometimess I memang naik angin sebabb cemburuu . You know cemburu sebab bace conversation you dgn lelaki lain . You always told me the same thing that is cemburu bila I chatting dgn perempuan lain kan ? Yaa actually , same goes to me baby . Okayyy that's all . Byee dear I love you so muchh <3